Thursday, June 23, 2005

God really cares, WOW!

Just now driving to work I was trying to find a radio station and nothing good was on so I scanned the dial and it stopped on the Christian radio station. It happened to be a song that I liked so I left it there. As I was driving through the gotta get to work traffic, I started thinking about everything I have to do today and that lead to every thing I have to do in my life (ouch). I was recently informed that Dr. Shane (the doctor that I work for) has gotten a job in Japan and is leaving his practice here. I will have no job in Aug. and that really scares me especially now that I am more than just me and I have to feed and house another person. I was thinking about how I have no money and maybe I won't find a job in time and that I'm never going to get to live my dream life because of all of the stupid mistakes I have made; and that all I have ever wanted is to be loved and safe. At the very moment when I was about to really loose it beating myself up the song changed (even though I am walking through the valley of the shadow, I will hold the hand of the one how will take care of me) and it was like God swooped into my car and put His arms around me and reminded me of all of the promises He has made and that He will keep them. He reminded me that He would be Olivia's father and He will provide for us both. He told me He sent me to this valley and that He will help me walk through it. Best of all He told me that He loves me.
I just had to share this with you because this kinda stuff has only happened to me a handful of times and each of those times God has been faithful to keep His word to me. Please pray with me that God will provide and that I will find a new job oh yeah maybe a fella cause that would be really nice. I am still misty eyed and amazed at how much God does love us.
I hope that this makes since to anyone else.

3 Comments:

Blogger Joyjoyjoyjoydownnmy said...

Lord I pray you would pour out your blessings on Emily and Olivia. Thank you Lord that your Holy Spirit swept in as her comfortor and companion. Lord show her how not only are you Olivia's Father but you are also her husband. That you are the most ultimate safisfier of her soul. Thanks you God that you hear every prayer.

_Amen_

4:43 PM  
Blogger The Webbs said...

Em - What a sweet time with the Lord. Thank you for sharing it with us. I know that God will continue to provide, just as He is now. Keep being faithful in what you know and God will do the rest, even if He has to do a miracle to make it happen. God bless your day and keep smiling!

8:34 AM  
Blogger Tammie said...

Touching! God spoke to me through you this morning. I am going in to have a C-section this morning, and am very very nervous. I am reminded that he will keep my safe and provide for me, as well as that I can lay there and experience his love!!! Thanks!!!

6:58 AM  

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